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Being smart and having much knowledge is pleasing. I am coming to the conclusion that a quest for knowledge should maybe just be a hobby. You only have one life time. When you die, you surely want to be surrounded by people that love you. There is a difference between love and respect.
Respect will not keep you warm at night. Pride does not baby you when you are down.
I believe I a may spend more time with the ones I love and more time being a human.
next week is the 2 year anniversary of my husband's death. Hence the name "widow" When I first came here. I don't think I am gonna be handling it like a lady. Dammit! I am still pissed at him!
I don't think it's gonna be as bad as last year. Believe or not, VR has helped me to escape some of the turmoil in my head. LOL!
I must leave VR for a while. Or maybe I will be better tomorrow. Who knows. How is one that is an asshole magnet in real life manage to do the same shit here in make believe land. I think, screw the nice stuff, back to bitchy. It's gotta be me right? Something I do. hmmm. needs further thought.
The story behind this game is interesting. Speaking of interesting. If you read this, you should check out The Jackyl profile. He would be fascinating to know. I think. Maybe.
I remember this game :) Time to head to redbox for a rental. Thanks
Have you ever had this problem?
19:54 Feb 19 2012 Times Read: 483
You are chatting with 4 or 5 peeps on VR. And you send a message that you expect a reply to and you keep chatting with your peeps and you realize that person didn't reply and you send them a snotty message only to realize that you missed their message. LOL! This happens to me when I am in the message inbox exclusively. Totally, sucks.
But have you ever made an ass out of yourself by messaging the person and saying. WTH?! Or something like that. Or they think you are ignoring them?
hmm
19:42 Feb 19 2012 Times Read: 486
I have noticed that profiles here are more about what a person wishes to be than what a person really is. At least, in the beginning. As we are here longer, they seem to evolve into what we are. Tho, I have seen some that can hold their....character, for lack of a better word.
And I don't mean the "I am a vampire, werewolf, etc" character. I mean what their behavior.
I like to think that my own profiles(yes plural)each contain an abridged introduction to my personality or things that interest me. I also read the journals as a way of participating. Some people decide to actually talk to me and that is when they really do gt to know me if they want to.
Most people do not seem to want to make the effort and that is fine too.
George Carlin said that he likes people but in small doses. To that I can relate.
I completely agree. Small doses. Thank goodness for Lurking. LOL! The problem is I mingle. And sometimes I get hold of one that I find out is nothing like their profile suggests and then they assume we are besties. LOL! And before you know it I have 10 convo's going on.
An idea from a friend.
19:29 Feb 19 2012 Times Read: 491
There was a philosopher that said that one should keep a journal of every notion and thought. Something like tracking your individual growth. It would be great for those times when you think to yourself "that is a great idea" and then latter you can't recall. LMAO! Which is all the time for me.
That would be easier, but there are many times during the day that I have a thought or creative idea that fades like a dream throughout the busy day. Canis mentioned a digital recorder. Even the voice recorder on my phone. It's just a matter of saying to someone "hold on, I gotta make a note of this brilliant idea i just had" LOL!
I know what you mean. I am always struck with moments of brilliance at inopportune times and while the computer is occupied. Usually it is while I am doing housework or in the garden. If I stop what I am doing the chain of thought breaks and I am left feeling a little off kilter.
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05:07 Feb 17 2012 Times Read: 505
Ok. Yeah, I am emotionally fucked up. If you don't like it.....Just tell me and I will try to change for you. *grins*
Seriously, don't you hate it when you come across someone that just pushes your damn buttons?
But then again, the world would be a boring as place if everyone sat around being smart and all put together and shit.
What would we do for amusement if that were the case. I, for one, would be bored outta my mind.
Or would I?
I am mischief. Someday I will find my chaos and we will live happily ever fucking after. LOL!
What would you do? Out of curiosity. I don't think I have any buttons. LOL!
Or maybe I just don't allow people to know what is important enough to piss me off. I just don't put myself out there like that. Most attempts to piss me off usually just make me laugh.
It's all that keeps things magical for me. Most people are very impatient with that quality. Learning is an obsession for me. I find it quite sad that I only have a short life time to experience and learn and grow. At times I believe I can't absorb any more lessons; that I am so tired I can't take another breath. Or I feel as if I will never find a source of information that keeps me enthralled. Most people are either one way or the other (black and white with no grey)
I have become jaded, believing others will always behave predictably. I am ashamed to say I was arrogant in that fact.
And then someone or something comes along that shows me differently. Sometimes it may even be a random action from a stranger.
I live for that. That moment when magic shows itself to me.
I implore you, reader. If you come across someone like this, let down your guard and take it in. These people are few and far between. They can teach you what life is about. They can show you things you could not see on your own.
...I am on the edge of an epiphany, a discovery about myself. If I could just let my brain grab hold of it. My intuition is screaming at me. One of those instances where I should bring intuition and logic together. And I so suck at that.
Emotional responses originate from the primitive portion of the brain known as the Amygdala, while speech is centered in the much more recently developed Neocortex. The former can easily overpower the latter giving scientific credence to the notion of being rendered speechless. Or maybe she just doesn’t want to talk.
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